now
midnight already
stay alone at room
i wanna cry
but
tears didnt come out as i hope
stress surrounding me
cant breath
the fresh air i belonged
where are u?

stressing
nobody can let me felt more comfortable
i wanna cry
next tuesday
the exam will start
i haven study at all
which way i will die at this exam?
i cannot image it
i scared the desperate to me come from teacher and parents
when i ask teacher about the details of exam
and
which chapter will come out?
after they explain to me
they will add one more sentences
they say
'i believe that
u can do it well
no problem to u'

but
who know?
i am a stupid student
always and always
i cannot achieve my own target
before every exam
i will set a  target
for me
one only
but i failed at all  time


isn't my target is too high
and cause me cannot achieve it?


after exam
i always tell myself like this
but now
i cannot do like this cheap way again
because
i already become a SPM student
this year
is my most important year
actually
i must prepare myself about a alternative way
to overcome all obstacles that will occurs
at this year
i think i can
but i was wrong

during chinese new year
i didnt sleep enough
but always play with friends
didnt study
this is the thing that i regret
now
all is late

recently
i was busy about the jamuan of all teacher

tomorrow
i am a MC
how i overcome this stress


few day ago
i dream that during exam
i cannot solve the problem
and my brain
was surrounding by stress

so
i destroyed the exam's paper
all students were stocked
and dunnoe what was happen at me
indulging me

the feeling of crying
was come out
so i ran out from class
stayed alone at the wall of school
and started crying



now
i really wanna cry
but who can sit beside me
quietly
listening my trouble
and hug me tightly
i just want a comfortable way
to think
what wrong at me?